tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-69227862011-04-21T14:30:06.357-07:00fromtodayandonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13200892943963576926noreply@blogger.comBlogger11100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6922786.post-1084161343356698672004-05-09T20:52:00.000-07:002004-05-09T20:55:43.356-07:00<strong>Today has become the beginning.</strong> <br />I have decided. <br />I truly have. <br />Today is either the beginning of my end, the end of looking into the mirror and not seeing the morphed fat they say anorexics do...but of seeing THIS. I am tired of disliking my body, of noticing those awkward moments in which i turn and there is an unsuspecting object suddenly turning before my eyes into a mirror of sorts. It is a reflection of me and I don't like it. <br />Today I will begin to count down. <br />Yes. I am pathetic at this but what else can you do? It is now cleansing and from there on I will eat only fruits, vegetables, water. For at least a month. I will begin to lose this fat. All of this. It is like an addiction I know but I will accustom my body to it. <br />I never thought I would get to this point but everyone does eventually and there really isn't much you can do about it besides hope for the best.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6922786-108416134335669867?l=foodist.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>fromtodayandonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13200892943963576926noreply@blogger.com3